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Echo

October 17, 2011
 Day is gone. The only time when I can breathe and smile without feeling heavy and fake. Without hands clenching my neck, suffocating me. Without this feeling in my chest. And a sinking in my heart. Night has come, and even on my most favorite of nights... with thunder and lightning to keep ...
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