I'm extrovert but I sometimes love spending quality time with myself alone. I like seeking adventure outside , hanging out with my favorite people and at the same time staying at home while sipping my hot cappuccino makes me comfortable. I love animals than humans but I'm not anti social. Music is the best mood setter of all. I'm anxious and have episodes of depression but I am doing my best to win this battle to live my life to the fullest.

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Being kind has its own consequence.

July 13, 2021
Being kind with others has its own consequence. People will tend to abuse your goodness. What hurts the most is you consider him as your friend even you already knew that he only choose to talk to you when he is in need - especially in financial matters. You remember the times when you were…
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