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• We almost always almost win

  December 21, 2024

  I finally gave in and went to the doctor yesterday to get antibiotics and a steriod.  I don't know how I still have a throat with all the coughing I do. I woke up this morning with my right ear clogged up so that's very annoying. I wanted to watch my niece wrestle tomorrow but…

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• I’m alive, but it’s still early

  December 18, 2024

  Hanging on the side of death today. My body seems to be attacking itself. Taking too much medicine maybe? I don't know but I am a sissy when I'm sick. Pretty sure this is it. Trying to keep my eyes open without going crosseyed, Feels like claws are being dug into my lower body. I…

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• “Don’t be cruel to a heart that’s true.” – song by Elvis Presley

  December 16, 2024

  To be honest, I'm not really in the mood to write but I want to take as much advantage as I can from this free trial which ends next week. I was exhausted much of the weekend and a lot of it was poor sleep and coming down a mental high, but today I woke…

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• Crashing

  December 14, 2024

  I know the cards I've been dealt but it never makes it easy to accept. I've been running on a high for a while and I knew the crash had to be coming soon. Toxic negativity rushes in and knows exactly where to fill the empty spaces. It's taken me 20 minutes to write this…

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• Where’s the person with the pew pew?

  December 13, 2024

  It's 4:40 am and I'm lying here thinking crap because I'm leaving this morning for the weekend across state and I forgot to pack last night. So, of course, my procrastination kicks in and I'm here in bed writing this. If someone held a gun to my head and said pack or die...peace out! I…

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• I’m unconventional, but I do believe

  December 12, 2024

  Nobody wants to talk about the drones? Haven't we been through this before? Then the next year went to shit and we all had to live through a pandemic? Why can't they just shoot one down and see where it comes from? Sabrina Singh told reporters they don't believe they are foreign drones. So why&he...

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• Imagine what 10 million dollars could do in North Carolina

  December 11, 2024

  Tank has a clean bill of health. I took him to the vet for his free check up today. I think he's going to be bigger than what the Humane Society told me. The odd but very friendly front desk guy suggested I should get a DNA test on Tank to see what all his…

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• 3D printed guns sounds macabre

  December 10, 2024

  I know many people don't care to know what's going on in the news. For me, I do it to be aware of what is going on around me and also for documentation. How certain events progress or diminish. Why one event led to another event. Building some sort of a timeline to look back…

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• Abide in my rightful place

  December 9, 2024

  A Lonely Woman In the silence of the night, she stands alone, A solitary figure in a world unknown. Her shadow dances with the moon's soft glow, A lonely woman with secrets to bestow.   Her eyes, like windows to a hidden realm, Hold stories untold, like a forgotten helm. In the depths of her...

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