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• work was a joke, I should’ve went to bed!

  January 8, 2005

  So it was about 9:41pm when I decided to get ready & go to work.  What a mistake!  I was running around all day with Ty & I never once rested!  I thought I could drink some coffee & wake myself up.  Wrong!  I got there at 11pm & I sat down & I was…

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• 1/8/2005

  January 7, 2005

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• Dancing all nite

  January 7, 2005

  And still I want to go tonite.   after all the drama, all the chaos, all the shady lies.  I still want to be there tonite.

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• 1/8/2005

  January 7, 2005

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• back with a vengence

  January 6, 2005

  Well, last nite i finally went back to work.  As much as I hate it & it makes me so tired, it wasn't too bad.  I smoked cigarettes & had one to many sex on the beach drinks, but the money was there.  And it was less work than usual to get

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• A Great Moment

  January 5, 2005

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• Your Inspiration

  January 4, 2005

  You said you needed inspiration & I guess I showed up at the right time, sitting there on your leather couch, stomach in knots, trying to down a beer just for some courage.  How inspiring I was... shaking with excitement, laughing politely at your cool jokes.  Conversation got easie...

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• 1/5/2005

  January 4, 2005

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• THE LAST GOOD BYE

  December 17, 2004

   There you were in front of me, cigarette out your mouth reading my note on the yellow paper and I saw your face fall a little.  The stereo played & we shared our last moments together knowing I would be leaving soon.  There we were in the warm of the car as the wind howled&hel...

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