Recent Entries

• I might say

  September 14, 2011

  So I have been seeing this therapist -- the Susan -- to whom I have said little about my desire to write more, to overcome my fears of being seen and not being seen. I might say to her that sometimes the world seems so awful, that such terrible things happened and will happen and…

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• The Whole Enchilada

  August 24, 2011

  Sometimes I think that if you and I were one person We'd both be okay But I know it's a vanity to believe that I could be half a person Even less to be whole.

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• It’s so weird..

  January 25, 2011

  ..with them all talking about their grandparents and old times and stuff (my uncle and aunt on my mum's side are here because of the whole nana in hospital thing) and feeling oddly close to them, which i don't normally do, with my family. Like, here is my ancestry, or whatever. And I'm feeling al...

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• Rosie

  November 21, 2010

  My beautiful black cat. I hope you are enjoying a sunny patch in whatever afterlife awaits you. If not, I hope you were happy in your final days. You were a sweet fraidy cat and I love you, always. Now I'm going to get shit drunk in your memory, beautiful girly.

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• Some things remain the same

  September 27, 2010

  Even those things that are the same, I handle them differently now. Say by making annoyed facebook updates instead of freaking out. It's difficult to encompass the changes within myself in a few words, or even quite a lot of words. I think the most telling thing these days is that my friends are ...

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• Back to writes, among other bad puns

  September 24, 2010

  So what has been the problem? Aside from my dislike for thinking up entry titles. Because the thought of writing - outside of the occasional lengthy facebook comment and one single-post attempt with blogger - has been a source of sadness and confusion and frustration and, in some ways, fear, when...

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