Recent Entries

• Today.

  October 19, 2012

  Today, I am hurting. You completely blindsided me yesterday.  I just don't understand how we go from the day before to nothing. I know you need some time to think...some time to bottle it up and try to deal with it......but you also need to talk to me. I don't know what to do.  I…

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• Sometimes….

  April 1, 2012

  Sometimes....I don't think I can do this anymore. Sometimes....I wanna take my boy and run as far as I can. Sometimes....I wanna start a whole new life. Sometimes....Im just tired of my life and the shambles it's becomes. Sometimes...Im tired of pretending that its all ok. Sometimes...Im tired of...

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• It’s A Boy!

  April 14, 2009

  Just a quick update so I can get back to my absolutely perfect little boy!! Jaxen Gregory entered the world last evening at 5:49pm weighing 7lbs 4oz and 20.5 inches long. Jaxen is doing really well and Mommy feels wonderful after only having to push for 10 mins hehe He's beautiful and I promise t...

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• Tomorrow

  April 12, 2009

  Dear Baby, The day is finally here!  Tomorrow at some point your Daddy and I will finally be able to see your sweet face and hold you in our arms.  Are you excited?? Tomorrow morning, Mommy is going into the hospital to be induced.  Starting at 8am.  Early, I know bu...

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• Oh Baby…

  April 1, 2009

  Hello Baby, In 12 short days, you will be here and I can't wait for the moment to see the Doc put you in your Daddy's arms.  He's so excited to meet you.  It seemed like forever to get here but now you're almost here, brace yourself for this crazy world! Im really going to…

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• Hello Baby!

  February 21, 2009

  Mommy got to see you again on Tuesday!  And, wow, was I excited!!! When I left the hospital, I think all my fears about being pregnant,becoming a  Mommy, bringing life into the world were totally gone.  I was totally energized...I wanted you right then and there!  It just felt...

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• Unforgettable

  January 26, 2009

  Hello Baby.. We've only got 12 more weeks until you enter the world!  We can't wait. I can't wait to feel your skin for the first time, to hear you cry for the first time but most of all I can't wait to see you open your eyes and look up at your Daddy. I…

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• Somedays…

  January 19, 2009

  Somedays I get so mad at him.... If he thinks communication is so important, then why can't he be the one to communicate more.  I wear my feelings on my sleeve and he just jams up. Does he think he's the only one concerned about our situation?  I feel so overwhelmed sometimes.  Im ...

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• 23 Weeks

  December 16, 2008

  Hello Baby... I cannot believe how fast time is flying by.  We're over half way now!  Can you believe that?  Soon enough you'll be put our arms all slick and probably crying hehe We seen the Dr. last week and he was quite happy about everything.  Said you were growing exactly ...

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