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• only a little left

  August 29, 2024

  I want be normal I need help I don't understand please help my mind help help I have been spending my evening with little smoke sessions with different guys. It’s fun. Then I kick them out. I just want a little company then I’m good. Tonight the only company I’ll want is the television…my mood&he...

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• Addict

  August 26, 2024

  Well that didn’t last long. As soon as I go t in my car the vein in me wanted to buy weed. I started going from one side of the road to the other looking into parking lots to see if the usual drug dealers are there. long story short, I didn’t buy any but…

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• Life still effin sucks

  August 16, 2024

  I got bit in the right breast by Anabel on Wednesday. I spent most of last night at urgent care. I had to get a tetanus shot as well as be put on antibiotics. They actually wanted to give me a blood test too but since I know my bloodstream would be high on marijuana…

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• Ghettooooooooooooooooooo

  August 13, 2024

  Everything is terrible ratchet ghetto and ignorant right now. I got angry and boxed and mailed off things for refunds…except for one package, all the others were items that were not originally packaged. For example, my sparkly boots are here with me but I shipped out some other same brand shoes i...

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• He responded

  August 11, 2024

  Jay the senior vice president of Warner music and HBO, responded to my email: Let’s set a time to talk this week. I am open to giving you some feedback. Jay It was short and sweet but that message turned my frown upside down. The ceo of Warner music and HBO wants to give ME…

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• Hell(p)

  August 11, 2024

  I’m not happy. I know I have to make money so I guess I’m grateful for my job but I hate life. I am at the old lady’s house and I can’t sleep properly. I don’t like my life. Nothing about it makes me happy. I just have to stay in a state of gratitude…

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• I smoked again

  August 5, 2024

  I smoked before my music video shoot, during my shoot, after my shoot…I smoked so much that my belly stuck out. I do believe I looked good in the music video but I could have looked much better if I worked out, diet, and didn’t smoke… I have another music video shoot to prep for…

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• Night routine

  July 29, 2024

  I am finally in bed…going to bed so late. I don’t like going to bed late and waking up early. I’m hoping I can sleep like a rock. Let see how I sleep after using my shuteye app. I think it’s not real….like how can a phone actually tell if you are sleeping or not…

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• Seeing signs

  July 27, 2024

  I saw 444 right before I grabbed my phone. I don’t know what anything means anymore but I’m just reporting what I saw. I been away for a minute because I’ve been smoking. It started in Atlanta…by the way I didn’t get the audition. let me grab the cookies out of the oven. I believe…

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