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• Despite all odds

  February 28, 2005

  Thoughts of you plague me.I know this is real because of such a plague.I cannot shake you, because you . shake . me .Like a hamster in her wheel I expend useless energy to escape your grasp. But I am yours. Strange, I know, that I should use such pessimistic terms in regard to love.…

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• Maternal Stigmata

  February 26, 2005

  Your sacrifice stands above all others.Your misery painted my success.Certain unalienable rights, yours, given to me.Somthing as simple as a cardiac muscle drives you to breathe, to live for me.Your forfeits meant my luxuries and comfort.I never needed this.These objects are but superficial proje...

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• Cautiousness killed the curious cat

  February 23, 2005

  Curiosity has arisen in me. Yet I am still cautious. The way you move hypnotizes me. I can find no fault in you. Enchantment has flooded my senses, but does not blind me. I am falling for you. Helplessly. I am armed for battle with that other half of me, and will put my armor away…

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• J’ai oublié

  February 22, 2005

  Everything in my memory floats away to some irretrievable place. Heaps of unimportant, dusty, old thoughts collect somewhere in my cerebrum.  There is so much unaccounted for. My memories are a whirlwind of the bizarre, nostalgic and random occurrences of my life. I know I hav...

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• Veracious Labyrinth

  February 17, 2005

  I am not understood by those particular ones, and I fear I never will be. Does the Y chromosome somehow inhibit their ability to listen? To understand? Is it my curse or is it their's? I am a maze. I know this. I try to lead them through. Like anyone else I cannot change who…

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• Deceiving Liquid

  February 14, 2005

  I don't have to force myself to swallow, not when I have a reason. An endless glass of rum and coke and only myself to blame. Where was my switch, my barrier, my defense mechanism with you? My dillusional mind repeats " Just another sip more and you'll forget." "Just another sip closer to... to&h...

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• Perpetual elegance

  February 14, 2005

  I walked through the galleria and settled at a small table at the corner bakery overlooking an ice rink. Dozens of children, friends, junior high couples, siblings and chaperoning parents shuffled along on the ice. Round and round they moved unsteadily by. Many would fall, laugh and slowly stand ...

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• Escher’s riddle

  February 14, 2005

  Lost in a tessellation I am the same as all the others, But you can find me here. I am the one who believes in many kinds of love. My edges are just a bit blurred, not as defined as the others. Though I am a piece to this puzzle, I do not fit. Unconventional,…

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• Compelling Reflection

  February 14, 2005

  Behind the looking glass, I see you. Take my hand and lead me to a place of gorgeous nonsense. Perplexing situations and odd occurances will only tempt me to explore further. Does the world on the other side hold the antidotes to this one? I have been waiting. No need to stare any longer, reach&h...

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