Recent Entries

• Still here doing some think..

  June 3, 2009

  I haven't written in awhile. years I think. I always roam this diary site for others who are feeling as I am. I always start to write an entry but am thoughless or amazed at all the me people who are lonely, looking for love grasing for some clarifty un life. and i start to…

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• thinking

  August 2, 2008

  i'm up tired,sleeply lonely And thinking of someone special. i will not jink my wishful dreams. i swear i can actually lay there in trance listening to slow music nd i can fall asleep dreaming of this person,kisses.hugs,suone touching my lips softly,whispering sweet nothing into my ear......... w...

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• today is my 25 th birthday and it sucks

  November 11, 2007

  today i hit 25. i got the usual, kiss and hug from my son & family member calls at midnight and the usual myspace shout out but honestly all i wanted was for enrique to call me. i even dreamt about it. i know were not friends or anything like that but maybe we could be.…

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• my life rants….

  October 18, 2007

  need i say more. dating sucks. i mean you meet someone and it's exciting cuz it's someone new and you're so excited to find out more about them then you go to dinner and talk and there are somethings i am looking for and if there not there i try to give the person the a…

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• my ex at ikea & Smirnoff

  June 24, 2007

  Today was supposed to be my great "ME" day. I woke up early, my home was cleaned,I was feeling good and I went shopping for clothes and Anthony(my son) shoes.I went to breakfeast with my best friend and my son.We went shopping at Ikea and we were gonna have lunch there al...

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• 24 & lost in life

  June 17, 2007

  <sigh> i'm depressed big time right now. i always assumed when i was 25 i would have my shit together. i constantly make excuses as to why i don't have a better education. i am 24 i have a job at a famous catalog make-up warehouse. i am a floor manager, Pretty simple if someone…

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• I’m never ALONE but i’m so LONELY

  June 11, 2007

   Loneiness has away of creeping up on you. You always think u stay at home because you're tired or you're broke or you just don't fell like going out. THEY are all excuses to deny that one is LONELY . When i say that i am never alone i mean it every day i babysit…

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• First entry ABOUT ME

  May 28, 2007

   Well  here i am opening a diary on this page. My pervious diary site was closed. I hate change so i was reluctent to open one here but sometimes i need to talk or just write my feelings out.  I am 24 years old. My birthday is on Novermber 12. 1982. My name is Dalie…

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