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• Job

  December 16, 2010

  I didn't get it. I don't know what to do. I'm tired of going on interviews and I'm sure as hell tired of my job. I actually contemplated throwing my badge on the supervisor's desk and walking out. Several times I ran through it in my head... Quietly logging out of all my programs on…

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• Extreme Makeover: Home Edition

  December 9, 2010

  They are currently working in a small town about 10 minutes away from me. Some of my friends have volunteered to help build the house and the pictures are amazing. The house is being built for one of our Soldiers who was paralyzed in the Ft. Hood attack last November 5th. Seeing that small commun...

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• Tomorrow will be a good day

  December 6, 2010

  Will be getting my regular check and our holiday bonus checks. Tomorrow will be a good day and I'm glad I'm off. They give bonuses based on years of service, so I get 200... I like that they give you more to cover taxes and the actual total is 200. I'm thankful that we still do…

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• This is going to be an anxious week

  December 5, 2010

  This week I should find out the results of my blood work. I doubt I have Lupus but it will be nice to have the doc tell me so. I should also find out if I go the job. The supervisor told me she would know in 1-2 weeks and this is the 2nd week.…

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• Bittersweet

  November 25, 2010

  The day before Thanksgiving, I ran to the store to grab a different cough medicine. I was standing in line and for whatever reason I looked back at the person behind me. All I could do was stare. It was my grandfather... but it wasn't. He had a long, salt and pepper beard down to his…

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• Too…Much…Nyquil

  November 22, 2010

  I woke myself up out of a good sleep because of a coughing fit. I hate having a cold. I have funny thoughts running through my head because I suppose I've had a bit too much Nyquil. Well, that mixed with the rum, honey and lemon I had earlier may have something to do with it as wel...

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• Just another day…

  November 15, 2010

  I'm starting to get sick. Sore throat, itchy, scratchy throat... UGH. Usually when it starts with just a sore throat it leads to nasty lung stuff and a horrible cough for a few weeks. On a lighter note, I received an email from the supervisor I spoke with yesterday and she and the team are…

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• Missing

  May 16, 2010

  I feel like I'm missing something but I'm not sure what. I hate to say I don't feel whole, but that's kind of how it feels. I also feeling like I'm waiting for something but I don't know what I'm waiting for either. Almost like a countdown though I don't know how many months, weeks, days,&he...

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• Happy New Year

  December 31, 2008

  Hope everyone has a safe new year and can keep any potential resolutions you have made. I also hope that this will be the year that I'm not bitter, anxious and sad.... but I'm not holding my breath. Anyway, hope every one has great things happen this year.

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