Recent Entries

• Lead (To Hell) By Example

  May 27, 2013

  I have a dog now. But that's just another attempt to remain human. (But her name is Rogue. And she is a good dog. Sadly she's stuck (currently) with a less than good owner) My girlfriend's sister's fiance just got promoted. He is 5 years my younger and will now be making nearly 3 times…

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• The Hanging Tree

  March 21, 2013

  Oh to spend all day, 7 hours, writing a very short, short story. A worthless story at that. Is this what it mean to be a writer? Maybe even an artist? No. It's what it means to be a loser. Don't delude yourself. Even the government thinks you aren't worthy of picking up animals from…

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• I should be a grown man by now

  February 22, 2013

  I don't remember writing that last entry. I guess that say all you need to know about my life. But boy was it a delight to see your notes upon logging in tonight! (that's not a facetious statement, it honestly was a delight at the rough end of a rough day of a rough few…

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• A Middle Class Hero Is Nothing To Be

  January 10, 2013

  AKA: The Perks Of Being A Partial Alcoholic Well. I was told to write when feeling like rambling. And here I am. Drunk once again. And my other diary community not working...a Josh Ritter song ringing through my diminutive dwelling. All the help in the world And all it not strong enough to defeat...

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• Show No Signs

  December 13, 2012

  For years I dreamed of one of two things. First, that I could beat the counting down clock to the point when I was let go from my job by finding another job before that point arrived. I felt the race. They kept telling us, "Don't worry, none of your jobs are at risk" for…

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• You’re Not Human Tonight, Marlowe

  July 26, 2012

  Sometimes, alcohol and cynicism is the only friend you got left Marlowe. I had thought this guy and I might move in together considering we are long term acquaintances, share the same interests and both need an affordable place to live. I even sent him a link to a place in an area we both…

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• Vissi D’arte

  July 20, 2012

  Time for a real entry that I don't delete or privatize. And that I am at least partially sober while writing. I just don't feel like I have words to write. And I can't stand the idea of putting out words that I can't justify other people reading. In the past, I drew from a…

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• From California

  March 29, 2011

  So... frightening realization the other night. I have nothing in my life that I look forward to or that makes me happy... well, except recently one thing. But I don't want to specify because (1) it would sound silly and (2) it might put too much weight onto something that is simple and wonderful ...

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• Filler

  March 13, 2011

  A lifetime of sentimentally saving everything of material, word and thought... leads one to several nights of just remembering everything that has been lost forever. Without these reminders, I'm sure it would be easier for one to forget everything they've loved. And everything they've done wrong ...

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