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• The Ambivalent Prince.

  October 9, 2009

  So, I've had this diary for a few weeks now and I have to say, it's on my mind that you don't really know anything about me, you probably just look at this page and think "Wow, here's a guy with excellent taste in diary layouts [Thank You, I do}, is obviously extremely handsome [Thank…

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• Ideally Minded V1.0 – Stopping Thought

  October 9, 2009

  So. The mind is the smallest collective unit we have that we know defines us. The soul may or may not exist and the body will eventually die, but we instinctually know that the mind is a collective description of ourselves, at its most basic but accurate principles. It is the software in the hard...

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• Lament of the Modern Man

  October 5, 2009

  I am a recursive, self re-enforcing loop. My whole being can be defined by referring to the fear fuelled limits I place upon myself. Have you ever hated yourself? Because you look at yourself and see nothing but failure after failure? I think I might be retarded. I think most people are. We all h...

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• Loving love.

  October 2, 2009

  Love, is the only thing we have that fills us without taking. It's the only endless commodity availible to the lonely robots of our rational minds. It expands inside of us, regenerating dead tissue, animating lost thoughts and ideas. It's the air in our breathless minds, the food in our starving ...

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• Stereotypes.

  September 28, 2009

    For most of my young life, I revelled in their existence. I was comforted by their predictability. By the very fact that if in the world I experienced there was nothing I could really relate to, I could at least relate the things and people I saw to the stereotypes that I felt ultimately&h...

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• No Apologies.

  September 25, 2009

  Sleep is hard to come by lately. Unconsciousness seems to be all I can manage, a kind of greyed out mash of dream heavy imagery mentally dominates my brain for hours on end every night, but doesn't give it the satisfaction of real sleep. I always used to think that sleep was a restful experience,...

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