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• feeling void…

  July 14, 2010

  Goals just out of grasp Life keeps chugging on at a dismal pace It's always something Good, Bad or Indifferent Numb... Slowly learning to breath again Trudging towards instead of running to Trying to keep my head up Keeping negative thoughts at bay is a full time job Knowing there is hope Gotta k...

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• My Sex Life 101…

  June 21, 2010

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• 06/11/2010

  June 10, 2010

  I know you’re not ready,( not the way I am) Looking at a world full of possibilities Not sure exactly what it is you want Enjoying the thrill of seeking Baby, I’ve seen what’s out there  Doesn’t hold a candle to what we’ve got My wanderlust has been quenched But...

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• Dear Diary… Pshhhhhhyaaa right!

  June 10, 2010

  My Dearest Diary, Hah! I fooled you. I am so never writing you a letter again! You never respond…. So, I write to myself to remember the day, and also publicly to connect to others. Now that all the official mumbo jumbo is out of the way, we shall recap. Me. Freshly twenty seven and…

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• I don’t work that way

  May 17, 2010

  I know you’re not ready,( not the way I am) Looking at a world full of possibilities Not sure exactly what it is you want Enjoying the thrill of seeking Baby, I’ve seen what’s out there  Doesn’t hold a candle to what we’ve got My wanderlust has been quenched But...

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• Afraid of losing you…

  May 5, 2010

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• Are you real?

  May 4, 2010

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• stuck

  April 26, 2010

  sick of fighting no more hiding want to be more like You leading a shallow life... not where i want to be need to be still and listen trusting in You is hard i've done it "better" ended up blowing it all up take this life and use it it's not doing me any good…

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• not here typing…

  April 26, 2010

  I am supposed to be working right now, so as usual I am not. heh... Worlds best procrastinator is here... Life has vastly improved here lately. Having the wonderful man who is in my life has made all the difference. He's pretty great. But, if you've read earlier entries, you know this already. So...

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