Recent Entries

• so, i hear they’re comin’, today.

  September 17, 2013

  the whispers say that OD is dead. i'm going to back up all my shit on here and run before i lose it all. i've threatened to leave this place so many times in 15 years. or however long i've had one. and now it looks like it'll just be unceremoniously sending me to the…

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• so long, shane.

  August 12, 2013

  my buddy shane, a card player and friend of about two years, died this weekend in a boating accident. his boat hit a log while night fishing, and he was found an hour and a half later. he had drowned. no drugs, alcohol, anything. just a weird boating mishap gone wrong. he was 26. i'm…

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• tally marks.

  July 14, 2013

  strike through, one and two. clasp your hands and brace, wait for the rush and the pause of the fervor, then look up and cascade down into bliss.

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• synthetic reactions.

  May 29, 2013

  it's been more of an interesting life than i want to admit. i feel old, look young, and act around my age. yet i've got this strange sense that, if i had actually went along the normal path and finished college, got a prestigious job, all that razzmatazz, i'd probably be dead, believe it or…

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• errant files.

  April 16, 2013

  i just finished a few month long process of deleting about four years worth of pictures, emails, and letters out of my gmail account today. of course, that meant going through all of them, too. a random assortment of, well, everything. jobs lost and won, my book saga, relationship stuff, spam, li...

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• wish away, saint pierre, wish away.

  March 31, 2013

  i'm comfort bound and comfort gagged, the overzealous generation.

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• among the dead rows of starbound ships.

  January 28, 2013

  i think i might've found the only life preserver left.

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• old into new.

  January 12, 2013

  this whole sudden "geeks are in vogue" thing pisses me right the fuck off.  just needed to air that out.

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• like a mole popping up into fallout.

  December 30, 2012

  phew. what a year. i usually do the whole "exodus from the planet" thing in January/February, but i started it about a month early this year, unintentionally. i've essentially been off the grid since the beginning of December in all forms of life. i've just been working and writing, bas...

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