Recent Entries

• I’m Still Here!!!

  October 10, 2013

  My Dearest Readers, I came to tell you about what's going on. I'm sorry that I've been gone, and I hope some of you still care enough to read my entries. I know that I've been gone. I just didn't know what to say before or even how to say it. April has been weighing…

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• Maybe If We Never Wake Up We Can See The Sky…

  August 12, 2013

   My Dearest Readers, I'm sorry that it's been a while. I just... I've been going through some things. Some of it good, some of it not. I'll be sure to post a proper entry one of these days. Sometime this week. I owe it to you, I think.  I really just came to tell you…

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• I Don’t Have A Good Title For This One…Update?

  June 24, 2013

   My Dearest Readers,  I feel like I'm screaming out in a voiceless tone. Like no matter how loud I think I am no one can hear me. I don't want to be alone anymore but I can't reach out. I want to tell you all what happened in april but it's really hard for me…

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• Just So Tired….

  June 21, 2013

   My Dearest Readers, I just wanted to let you all know that I'm still here. I'm still surviving. I'm looking forward to warped tour on the 9th. It's gonna be great. Bryar and I are going just like every year. I'm so fucking tired of being tired. It's beginning to become too much for me.…

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• You Don’t Know Me And You Don’t Even Care

  June 15, 2013

   My Dearest Readers, I hate Father's Day. There's just something about this year that's making it even harder on me and not a single one of them cares to even try to understand. I'm sure this will end with people thinking I'm being mopey for no reason...or that I'm being ridiculous but I don...

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• …And No One’s Listening.

  May 23, 2013

  My Dearest Readers, I don't really have a whole lot to say tonight, I just wanted to let you know that I'm still here. I don't know where else I would be, but you know, no one knows. I've been at Peach's house since Tuesday, I believe. It's been nice. I really missed being here…

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• She Can’t Find It In Her Heart To Run Away…

  May 20, 2013

  My Dearest Readers, I don't have much to say tonight. I'm hanging out at Peach's house. Nova still hasn't called me, that marks 8 days. I've called...5 times now. No answer. I'm at a loss for what to do. Protector needs to get his shit together and talk to me, because he still hasn't. (Don't…

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• Rant/Vent (Feel Free To Ignore This Post)

  May 19, 2013

   My Dearest Readers, I'm going stir crazy, I need to get out of this house...but at the same time...I don't want to leave. I don't want to socialize. I don't want to talk to anyone who doesn't know what's going on. No one does and I'm not going to talk about it. As soon as…

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• The Butterflies

  April 30, 2013

  The Butterflies --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------  You know, I used to chase butterflies yelling things like  don't be afraid as if they could understand they were my favorite pretty colors and pretty dances back when i was too young ...

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