Recent Entries

• UnExpected

  August 3, 2023

  She's a unicorn beautiful and majestic  but unattainable  forever out of reach so one day just hanging out at work you know sorting buds like usual SHE comes over always wears a mask so all I can see is half her face from eyes up never really gave her too much though but SHE does…

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• AHHH!!!!

  July 31, 2023

  Why! why!! why!!! wtf!!!! I thought I was done with this I told myself after the break up and everything in between I wasn't ever going to go back to these kinds of feelings again it won't end well for me I just got out of being depressed  i dont want to go back to…

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• The Void

  July 27, 2023

  one day not to far in the past of this year I almost answered the call to the void as sweet and tempting as it was I declined it's offer to hopefully start living a better life and going towards the path of success  Void you're stupid no one likes you Me I'm  not stupid…

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• More Feelings

  July 26, 2023

  Anger Everything's Expensive,Better pay,Better management, Jealously this one new for me and I hate the way it makes me feel HIM-How do you make HER feel the way she does what have you done or said to have HER attention so effortlessly how can I be like you but still myself why you and not…

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• Feelings

  July 25, 2023

  sadness loveless,lonely, depression broke,money issues,not enough, Happiness  HER (everything) Happiness Son (best little dude ever) Dog,Cat,friends,family, Feelings So never been this open honestly  definitely joke around about it but life really just is rough but I know it gets better so you ca...

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• Sorting today

  July 25, 2023

  good morning dudes and dudettes so like I said I'll tell yall about sorting at my job so we go into f8 which is the sorting room and we sit at a conveyor belt fill a machine with whichever strain of bud we are working on turn it on and let the machine trim off…

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• What am I doing?

  July 25, 2023

  So idk what I'm doing here I've never done this before so not really sure what to write about honestly ummmm let's see idk nothing really interesting happened today 😅  srry ik this is bad I guess I will tell you about my day nothing great just a typical day at work except we are…

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