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• Fuckin meh

  October 5, 2013

   So open diary won't let me write in my diary on my computer for some reason so my iPod is the best I've got so far. This weekend has been good. Friday was fabulous with the family. Or as much of it as there could be her.  Spent last night at John's house. The night…

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• I wanna scream…

  October 1, 2013

  This week hasn't gotten any better. It just keeps getting worse... I can't handle all of this right now... Work was horrible. Jessica pissed me off. I'm just done with her. Over it. I want her to fucking leave. On top of her shit, we went into a hard lock down today because we got…

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• It’s only day two, and the work week is hell…

  September 30, 2013

  Sunday was so nice. Mom and I spent the entire day together. We went to the mall and I spent waaaay more money than I should have, but I don't even care. We just had a great day together. I've missed it. So much. And she told me here biggest secret ever. I respect my…

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• Smoke dope erryday.

  September 27, 2013

  I know I haven't written anything in quite some time now, but my thoughts don't need to be known. Last night was shitty. Got really pissed off and almost threw up because I got so worked up at like two in the morning, so that was super fun. I'm really worried about Tori and the…

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• Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you…

  September 15, 2013

   This weekend has been beyond amazing. Thursday Megan got me from work and we stopped home to pick up my things then headed out on the road to Chicago. It took a while, but it was all worth it. We got Jessi then headed to the hotel to check in for the weekend. We got…

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• Your mouth should be quiet…

  September 9, 2013

  Well. My day started off shitty. Midnight rolls around. Start getting tired. Go to wash my face. No hot water. Go to the basement to check the water heater. Leaking everywhere. Puddles splattering on my bare feet. Water rushing down the metal siding, concrete walls. Somehow it manages to put me i...

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• It starts in my toes…

  September 7, 2013

  Well. This weekend has been pretty good I have to say. Friday night I didn't end up going to John's. So I hung out and drove around with Becca for a while before going to her house. I got to play with the puppies and it was awesome. They're only a week old, and they…

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• Look at the stars, look how they shine for you.

  September 5, 2013

   Well, Brady is right here with me just as I wanted. It looks absolutely beautiful and I couldn't be happier. Tonight I'm going to John's. He works all weekend though, so that's going to suck. Last night. Last night was really good. Fabulous walk... Andy told me he would love to do a portrai...

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• 09/04/2013

  September 3, 2013

  So. Haven't written in a couple days. I think. I don't know. This week has been fine so far. Tomorrow is the tattoo appointment. I know that I'm going to cry. I think the best part of this is going to be taking shots after. Mom said "I think we should all take shots after…

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