Recent Entries

• 11/11/11: my lucky day

  November 17, 2011

  It’s all in my head at the same time. First, I quit nanowrimo and now why… I was psyched for 11/11/2011. I had given up on my lucky clothes after 15 months and I decided to wear them. I was charged to go out and look for work at the top places I’ve reapplied for…

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• Happy Halloween! and nanowrimo

  October 30, 2011

  Wow, a month went by, how the hell did that happen? I don't think I've done enough to justify having been busy this month. You tell me. I rallied! I went downtown to protest corporate welfare, the subsidies and trax loopholes some people and corporations and banks get, while smaller institutions ...

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• Where I go when I’m not on OD…

  September 26, 2011

  Well, I pretty much explained in the title, so I'll dive in: Yelp: I used to do reviews there every day for a good stretch. But reoccurring "b-plots" of my depression from being unemployed, not in Vegas, without a g/f anymore took over. I couldn't promise her anything in the 14 months I...

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• train of thought

  September 12, 2011

  Ugh, I write this in the morning, but may have to upload it at night, my dial up is clogged with security update loading. I have to stay offline during business hours to not deter any of the potential employers that aren't calling. I've been using a cool micros words function to streamline my onl...

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• Catch up

  August 15, 2011

  I'm not sure what to do with my diary here. I just know I have to keep it going. I want to have this be my place to bitch, since people I know freaked out about my reaction to my unemployment for months on fuckbook. Gee, sorry it hasn't been a big party for YOU,…

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• Meandering

  June 30, 2011

  I'm in a rut and I'm just existing. This isn't good. I can't really leave here. This is my "no rent" place. Yeah, the reason why I fought moving back here for 10 years was that this is my mother's place and I moved away to prove to myself I could take care of myself,…

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• Q and A with a reader!

  May 29, 2011

  Sorry, not used to getting attention from OD again :) so let me go backwards in notes about your comments... Yeah, I was happy to get out of California (bay area). Half of my life has literally been trying to move from this town and this state. I managed to move away during the Governator…

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• Did FB ruin OD for me? What about MyJuWriMo?

  May 27, 2011

  So I was randomly skimming thru random recent entries lately. Yeah, SKIMMING. I felt like shit about it, everyone is dumping their hearts out and my mind is programmed for short attention span that eventually finds a small part I'm not interested in.... NEXT. Plus, I just lose a lot of people sta...

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• I know, I need to go back to writing regularly.

  May 21, 2011

  I don't want to rant. I am depressed. I feel like I can't do anything to get out of unemployment without hearing no. I have to be some kinda miracle worker for a chance at part time minimum wage. I see and know the games being played, the bullshit companies do. And I gleefully apply,…

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