Recent Entries

• recipe for disaster

  October 23, 2011

  i've got a lump in my throat that's been present in some form for the last few weeks... i remember this feeling from various rough patches of my (short) life.

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• the changes…

  September 13, 2011

  the changes that have occurred in my life in the past month are enormous.. i wouldn't recognize myself if i didn't know better.

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• the musical fruit

  July 31, 2011

  so it's the third day of camping and this is the first time i've had a chance to go on the compy.... i really couldn't tell you how i've been passing the time other than a few naps, some swimming and reading. i've finished my first book and done a crossword or two. it's now…

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• regenerate

  July 29, 2011

  so i'm sitting in starbucks beside the bus station in toronto and funny enough, this is the first time i've had a spare moment to write/the presence of mind to write coherently in a while! i'm halfway home for the start of my one week vacation away from all jobs. i've covered my shifts at…

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• muddy waters

  June 19, 2011

  so it's sunday night and i'm at work. i'm a little bit bummed because i'm sleepy and i forgot to take my pills the last couple of days. it's definitely a habit that's well ingrained in my lifestyle but when i go on a string of night shifts my whole world becomes a bit skewed…

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• catch me if you can..

  June 14, 2011

  despite my good intentions, i've slacked on writing again and this time i actually have stuff to catch up on! as usual i've been working tons, and so far i haven't had any nervous breakdowns due to lack of sleep so all is good on that front. the big news is that i have a…

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• the american dream..

  May 19, 2011

  so i'm at work and it's just past 2am... and i'm watching a movie called "in america". josh asked me to illustrate the letterhead for his new business as a consultant, so i have a task for tonight.... i'm still not very happy with josh considering he owes me money. we got a rogers bill&...

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• what i should be doing vs what i am doing.

  May 13, 2011

  so i just got home from work, the night shift. and i have to be at the mall in an hour to work another two shifts at two jobs totaling 12 hours - which means two different sets of clothing and things i'll need for my day and continuation into the evening, when i will…

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• in my mind..

  May 11, 2011

    so i re-read my last entry and one thing that is so clear in my mind but may puzzle others is why, knowing that he didn't want a relationship, would i even bother meeting him not one, but two times. the answer is: i thought i just might be the girl worth changing for,…

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