Recent Entries

• 09/12/2013

  September 11, 2013

    So yeah....It's been forever since I've written in here. But I missed it. And I felt as though it was therapeutic. Yeah, I still deal with my social anxiety. It sucks. Most people tell me I'm 30 I need to get over it. Ugh. The most hardest thing for me is to express my…

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• HELP

  March 2, 2013

    Well this has been quite a weekend. Life sucks so bad. Last night was really bad. I kept crying (I NEVER cry....I think it's the meds I am on). I cried so bad. And I kept coughing. I have nothing left to say to Shaun. I really have nothing I can say or do…

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• MY LIFE SUCKS SO BAD!

  March 1, 2013

  Yeah well....life sucks. Big time. Last night was AWESOME! Shaun came home from Florida for a week and a half. And, omg we went out to Chili's on the BLVD. Well, it turns out......we went to Lab and talked and made out, etc. And he held me. It felt so good. It was the longest anyone…

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• GET THIS

  October 15, 2012

  OMG! So, my ONLY ex, Shaun, from 2 years ago, stood on my front doorstep on Sunday. He was crying. So we went out to a bar in the city and played pool. Mind you, I've never played pool before. But we did it. And then we went to the mall. Out to eat at TGI…

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• 03/26/2011

  March 25, 2011

  Well, to be honest....I've been wanting to write in here lately. However, I can't think of anything to say. My stomach has been off today. I really don't feel well. I have cold chills too. I've been feeling as if I want to pick up the phone and call someone and talk for hours on…

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• Random Thoughts…..Random Ramblings

  March 18, 2011

  Well, today I decided to give this another go. I miss writing in here, if truth be told. I miss a lot of things lately.   I'm glad the winter is ending outside. It's nice to see it go.....there my thoughts go again...wandering....I'm lonely today....sick of being in this house...what I would...

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• 04/06/2010

  April 5, 2010

  Sorry I haven't been on here in a while. It's just easier to make a video for you tube! And to be honest, I feel like I don't have time to write in here anymore. Update: Went to drs yesterday. For a meet and greet. This one was a lot better than the first one. Have…

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• Support Group Details

  March 20, 2010

  Okay so the times for the support group:   Tuesday at 4pm and again at 10pm. Wednesday at 3 pm and again at 9pm. Saturday at 10am, 3pm and 9pm.    Now, you aren't expected to go to ALL of those time slots. Only one. Reason being is because it's going to be the same…

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• My Own Support Group

  March 19, 2010

  Well I am starting my own support group online. Tuesday. OMG! Yesterday at work was HORRIBLE. I really am not liking Ellen's replacement that we hired last July. I don't know....she's so...fake....I don't know...I just don't like her. We argue all the time. Everyone says that we are like sis...

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