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oye vay. is that spelled right?

September 1, 2020
geez louise. i just type here to vent, journal. sometimes i do it on my facebook. It is not public, but a few people actually pay attention to somethings i say. I only have around 50 so called friends on facebook. 5 are family, 10 -20 friends from high school and before, the rest from…
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