Recent Entries

• Are you ever just angry at everything?

  September 29, 2008

  I'm just angry at everything right now.  I'm sure I'll get over it soon.  Nothing happened today or anything like that; I'm just upset.  I feel like calling everyone I meet an asshole and I'm generally cynical today. On the 19th, my band disbanded.  Frankly, it was a long time...

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• Last Check

  July 9, 2008

  Got the last installment from the garnishments today, so the lawsuit is officially over. I'm still down about $950 from all this... what a crock.  I had to sell two of my basses to cover these attorney's fees.... ah, whoever said life was fair?  What the hell... A friend comes to you in...

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• Anniversary

  April 22, 2008

  I realized that 4/20 is the anniversary of this diary.  I realized that on Sunday (4/20), but I decided not to write anything until just now.Things have slowed down a bit.  Part I of the lawsuit is over.  I still don't have my money back, but some of the legal footwork is out of th...

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• Tigermilk

  January 11, 2008

  I called Tigermilk tonight... not for any reason, really, I just missed her and felt like calling.  It was nice to hear her voice.  She's working on a business plan for her new store... so exciting!  I'm really happy for her.I'm thinking about going to Belmont in Nashville.  I...

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• Ashley’s Hands

  June 23, 2007

  Hey my sexy :) Well, my handprints have been sitting on my desk for nearly two weeks now!  Eeek!  I decided I should spice them up a bit :) I'm sorry if it ends up looking ugly.  haha - I love you :) I think I'm gonna write a little tid-bit by each hand -…

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• I decided to start using OD again…

  February 21, 2007

  I miss Open Diary.  I upgraded to OD Plus for one month, to see how I like it.Well, what's going on here... I'm taking a class at MU.  It's called Medical Ethics and the professor is Bill Bondeson, a friend of my parents.  It's a great class and I'm really enjoying it.  The ho...

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• very tired

  September 8, 2006

  Today's something of a special day.  It's Stephanie's *and* Olga's birthdays.  And, next Wednesday is Fiona Apple's birthday.I'm less angry than I was when I wrote my last entry.  It's acquiesced into cynicism.I find that I'm no longer interested in dating.Morgan, my heart aches fo...

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• yes…

  July 9, 2006

  I have been very angry lately.  I don't get angry often.  I think part of the reason I've been so angry is that I have finally realized that it's okay to voice my opinion about things that upset me.  I've always been rather quiet about those things, in person at least.  I vent...

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• it’s been awhile….

  April 3, 2006

  I was poking through some old entries.  Man, was I fucked up.  I'm so numb now... I don't *feel* everything like I used to.  I understand the trade-off there, and I understand that it's necessary.  But I miss the ups... and the downs, really.  I miss that total zen-like &...

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