Recent Entries

• Heart to heart with my MOM?!

  September 30, 2013

        I was invited for dinner last night. I left five hours ago and I'm still running over it in my mind. It's just so weird. My most recent thought was of why I'm still so an joins over it all. I could feel my heart beating faster, and the butterflies in my…

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• Marriage – From a Divorcee

  September 7, 2013

   My advice after a divorce following 16 years of marriage, by Gerald Rogers. Obviously, I’m not a relationship expert. But there’s something about my divorce being finalized this week that gives me perspective of things I wish I would have done different… After losing...

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• Me? Religious?!

  August 30, 2013

  It makes me want to cry. Talking to a priest was like nothing I ever thought it would or could be. It was not what I was expecting. Not at all. Where is the stereotypical judgement? Where is the disdain for all things different than the prescribed "right way"?      &...

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• Truth

  August 4, 2013

  I used to think that following the same patterns meant that you find the same people that hurt you the same way over and over again. But I have just realized that this is an incorrect statement, or thought.       It means exactly what it says it means. That you follow the same...

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• Time to Own Up

  August 4, 2013

   I've read through some old entries... and I think I might be really wrong.      I only seem to ever write in here when I'm really upset. If you can count the number of negative entries about my man, that's probably how many fights we have.       The rest o...

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• I guess it’s a poem…

  August 4, 2013

   Seeing things for how they really are.  Seeing things simply. Remove myself from my body, and see its face value Back to the time we were just friends When the world was not just a fantasy Seeing things how they really are   When someone speaks, listen. Really listen.  Empath...

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• Full Disclosure

  August 3, 2013

        My man and I were friends for nearly 7 years before we got together. He was the only one who believed in me when everyone else hated me. (please see any entries from 2006-2008 and see why!)      He told me he loved me from the day he met me. When…

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• You Think I’m Stupid

  August 3, 2013

        You've made up your mind about me, and there's nothing I can do to change that. It makes me crazy sometimes. You were right about my resentment towards you, I forgot it was even there.      I know you love me, and I know how much you do, but I still…

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• Nojomo the 3rd

  November 2, 2012

   Everything ended up alright...  I was talking to my friend Melissa. We have been friends since we were 10 years old. Even though we drive each other crazy sometimes, we get each other.  I told her about how I was taking ritalin still before I knew I was pregnant, and it puts my ba...

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