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• triggers and strategies

  December 26, 2011

  I had a flash back to a sexual assault I...whats the word?  experienced?  No.  Fuck my brain is fried its too late.  How about endured.  I endured as a child tonight.  It happens sometimes.  This particular flashback was one of the least unpleasant ones Ive ever...

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• just part of the 5000 question survey

  December 18, 2011

  2901. Do you answer the phone when it rings or do you check to see who is calling first? My phone doesn't ever ring :P   2902. Bewitched or I Dream of Jeanie? I dream of jeanie-better clothes.   2903. When will you be able to just do what you want to? when Im asleep.…

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• 52 Thank you notes: Note #1

  March 5, 2011

  So this is a great idea and I think it will help me focus on positive things instead of negative things!   Thank you #1: Thank you to all my friends who have been with me when I spiralled into depression after a breakup.  Breakups can be especially dangerous for people who are bipolar.&...

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• I need to stop ranting….someday.

  March 5, 2011

  2011 is proving so far to be a much better year than last.  2010: Abortion, moldy apartment, near breakdown from working too much, and Em getting date raped and taking it out on me because I offered to go to councilling with her (thus implying that she should have councilling).  2011: l...

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• I’m horrible, but at least Im not a horrible mom!

  December 6, 2010

  Sorry I didn't keep you posted on the abortion like I promised.  Im writing an article for a magazine on my experiences and Ive been super busy.  Once I get the article together in rough I'll post it up. Predeictably I took some slack from an ODer because I *gasp* wrote something in my ...

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• adventures in secret barfing

  August 10, 2010

  This morning marks my first ever morning-sickness barf.  It had to happen the morning I had to work early.  There isn't a washroom in the college library so I had to run down the hall, down the stairs, and down another hall.  I just barely made it.  And of course I couldn...

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• buying the t-shirt

  August 8, 2010

  Well my loves, This time I am not fat, bitchy, and sick.  I'm pregnant.  Capital UH capital OH.  And I will be chronicalling the events leading up to the purchase of my "ask me about my abortion" t-shirt, no doubt including the actual abortion which is over a week aw...

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• an asexual evening with an old friend

  May 25, 2010

  So I got a text from a random number I didn't have in my phone.  I thought it was one of my burlesque babes and I texted back an enthusiastic "you're hanging out with me on saturday after work or else" and I said something vibrator related....then i received a mysterious "heh ...

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• 21 fragments of a ravenous holiday

  May 18, 2010

  I should prolly write about my vacation shouldn't I?  Especially considering it is the only non-library event that will likely crop up in 2010.  I don't think you've been properly introduced to my vacation plans.  Reader, meet my vacation.  My vacation is actually a birthday g...

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