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• A owww

  March 5, 2020

  my depression level iz nut gud !

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• Down

  March 3, 2020

  today i waz really really down.. i had a depression episode, its ugly i was thinking of ways to kill my self, then suddenly i waz aware of how real my thoughts might become, i really think i dont have anything to live for, thu from the outside it might seem like i have it…

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• New day

  February 28, 2020

  Today i decided to shake off my laziness, i woke up, had an amazing time with my sis watching Netflix last episode of (love iz blind). then walked my puppy dog, now im at 4pawz grooming him. will continue to push my self to do thingz today, sport.. maybe study later as well.. its all…

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• less than great

  February 27, 2020

  One of my sisterz iz living abroad i have mixed feelingz about the situation i dont think shez mature enuff to handle her self, thu shez 33. she has severe anxiety, depression, and her persona overall iz just ... not too great. shez cutting off contact with our parents which iz making it worse fo...

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• Super HAPPY

  February 25, 2020

  One of the happiest days of my life !! i spent it with my mother & sis, just outing .. having lunch .. chatting uch i love my family so much! They make me so happy & content.

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• OH MY

  February 23, 2020

  I cant stop thinking of himmmmmm

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• Lazy

  February 22, 2020

  feeling like staying in bed and watching Netflix all day long.. and of course .. eating junk food !

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• My dog

  February 20, 2020

  Its almost midnight.. im having chocolate & chips my puppy dog iz staring at me thu !

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• Dream

  February 18, 2020

  Dear diary last night i had a dream that i waz 6 months pregnant, i dont remember who the father waz, but he wanted me to get an abortion!!! thu it waz just a dream.. i did feel love towards this baby growing inside of me.. and i said NO to killing it! its probably…

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