Life is not a simple journey, we have our ups and downs... and we have are simply downs.
 
I am do not ask for much but simple acceptance. The few readers I had before my "break" have more than likely moved on. But I remain. And return after a long pause of not writing once again. To write away my sorrows and to try and assist those that wish for my help and accept the help that others offer to me.
 
Now I do not ask for you to understands me, I simply ask for you not to judge me for what I am and who I am. You might Find some of the things in here a bit delightful or you might find them repulsing. That is completely up to you on how you take it. This is My life as I see through my eyes, my problems and my thoughts.
 
 
I do not wish to insult anyone... but understand. This Diary is me. It has been me since i was no more than possibly 16 years old. I was a lost child that found her way in to a better life and a somewhat better setting.
 
I am myself, and Myself is Me. There for I am what I am.
 
 

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Married life and chronic pain.

February 12, 2013
It's been more than a year since I last updated, and I've plenty to offer you my dear old friend.  I've gotten married, three days from today will mark my First year anniversary with Sam! Wookie, my lovely little raven kitten is grown and well taken care of, her fur is so silky and...
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