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My Boyfriend’s Stress – Entry 5

June 13, 2022
I can't help but think that I'm the cause of a lot of my boyfriend's stress. He's been overwhelmingly stressed recently because of school, and "personal" problems, as he put it. I can see how this is affecting him. He's been dryer with his messages, not calling me as often, and not wanting me ove...
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