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• Sick days

  December 15, 2017

  Seems I forgot about this place for a few days. The flowers above are some weird little greenery type things that I found at the grocery store yesterday, they were so pretty I couldn't resist them. I have no idea what they are, but I love them! I've been home sick all week. Pretty bloody…

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• Positive Changes

  December 2, 2017

  I don't recall where I was in life when OD shut down in 2014. But now I can say many positive things have changed in my life. Maybe the circumstances of growing up? I'm not sure. I meditate daily now, its changed my entire perspective on life, my patience, my acceptance, my compassion. I have&hel...

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• We’re back…

  December 2, 2017

  I wonder how different it will be this time around? I thought it had been longer, but my last entry was in 2014. I suppose that is almost 4 years ago. I'm excited to be back, we'll see how much I actually write here now. I have a dog now, that's probably the most exciting…

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• I suppose this is he end.

  January 26, 2014

   Well... I suppose this is the end of an era.  I have gone and signed up for Prosebox, so we will see what happens with that. I'm open to a new place. I'm sad about the idea of leaving some of the friends from here who may or may not move over to Prosebox. If…

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• emotions suck

  January 14, 2014

   I wish I had never fallen in love with anyone so I didn't know what I was missing. I wish I didn't have to have emotions. If you could get an operation that would swap out my human heart and emotions with a mechanical logic based operating system, I'd be the first person in line,…

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• pet peeve #6549813

  January 12, 2014

  I seem to have a few of these lately. Been irritable I guess, probably weather related or something. Latest is this: Last night I told my grandma that Big Oil had bought a house and I would be moving there with him. She goes "well do you think that's really a good idea? Don't you…

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• morning

  January 12, 2014

   Short and sweet entry. I actually managed to sleep last night, surprisingly. I had 4 cups of coffee yesterday, the last one at like 2:30 pm. I got home at about 3:30 in the afternoon and fell asleep and slept until almost 6 pm. Then I wen out and had sugary milkshakes with a girlfriend.&hel...

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• tiny

  January 10, 2014

   feeling pretty tiny right now. I haven't done much today, have been particularly anti-social. I had class this morning, and then I saw my psychologist in the afternoon. We talked about all my bad stuff around christmas. And my goals for therapy. And she gently called me on the fact that I c...

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• going girly *edit:pic!

  January 9, 2014

   I've had the urge to come write all day, but I was at school, surrounded by classmates most of the day.  this first week of school has been nice, in that I haven't had much homework yet, and I've been able to avoid spending to much time with people. So tuesday I had all afternoon…

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