Recent Entries

• Was I really missing something?

  July 8, 2013

  Year after year, I've always wondered if I missed out by leaving him. Missed out on that once in a lifetime kinda love. It's made me miss him more and more each day, although the pain got easier to handle. I've regretted a lot where our relationship was concerned. I never had an ill word…

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• he came back.

  July 4, 2013

  A few days ago, I got a Facebook message. I was surprised to see that it was him. Just a simple hello, but it meant so much. It's been over two years since I've heard anything from him. I debated awhile before I let myself answer. It's been two years of pain, two years of…

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• Love always brings you home…

  April 12, 2013

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• settling in.

  September 25, 2012

    We purchased our new home on August 28th. :) We moved in and have been slowly working on getting settled. My fall classes began on September 6th and Gabe started his new school on September 4th. It's been a very busy month! The house is really great. It fits our family so perfectly. I…

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• Big News!!

  August 19, 2012

  So it's definitely been awhile since I've written here. I can't help it...life just takes over sometimes. I haven't stopped doing school(not even for a summer break) since I started last fall. Add on kids, an almost fulltime job, JP who works a TON and we've got chaos. Full fledged, crazy, beauti...

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• Damn it.

  June 6, 2012

  I often wonder if there will ever be a time when something doesn't remind me of him, or make me think about my choices. I often wonder if I'll ever be able to let it all go. I often wonder if I'll ever be able to look at my phone and see a text from…

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• Where does time go?!

  June 4, 2012

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• Quick Update

  March 18, 2012

  Today has been a ferocious today. I left for work at 2:30, got on the interstate on ramp at 2:40...and it was a parking lot. It stayed that way for HOURS. I finally got to my destination at 5:15...2 hours and 15 minutes late for work. Not much I could do. There was a huge…

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• If I only knew then what I know now..

  March 10, 2012

  I wanted to find a particular entry from 2008, and got lost in my thoughts from a long time ago. I've had this diary since January 14, 2004.. I was 15 years old and a ball of teenage hormonal mess. This diary has followed me through my teen years, my depression, my struggles, my happiness,…

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