Recent Entries

• 12/14/2010

  December 13, 2010

  Doing the same thing we do every night. I've done a pretty good job at polishing off the last 6 pack. And I've already gotten what I wanted out of him. So there really isn't much left to accomplish tonight-except taking my last smoke break. but damn it's so cold out. Currently listening to :…

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• For now it’s what I’ve got

  December 12, 2010

  I've started this over and over..I just don't know what to say. smoke break I'll try again later. and fail. Truth be told I just don't know what to do with the thoughts I have. I know what I want to say, what I would love to say. First off memory lane bites. I made…

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• there and back again

  August 26, 2010

  i guess it's safe to say at this point i've started smoking again. cigarettes. never quit the weed...probably never will. its something about working outside though..and the fact that standing idly isn't just standing anymore. with a smoke in your hand you have purpose..nobody asks you whats wron...

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• Recent discoveries

  April 30, 2010

  (Artist)-(recommended song) Joel Plaskett-Run, Run, Run Rah Rah- Duet for Emmylou -Winter Sun Explosions In The Sky Edward Sharpe and the Magnetic Zeros-Home Califone-Funeral Singers Old Man Luedecke-Rear Gaurd The Wilderness of Man-Dream Catcher Shout Out Louds-1999 (Live) Heavy Hometown-100 Yea...

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• oh hey im still here

  April 6, 2010

  so i believe it was about the time when i was 21 that i really started using my brain...coincidentally enough that is also about the same time i took the time to destroy it. it's been about a year since i put down the smokes and god it still isnt easy to deny them. i…

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• good music

  March 20, 2010

  really into canadian indie the past few months... -wolf parade -pink mountaintops -black mountain -lightening dust -Andrew Vincent -Neko Case -Octoberman -Horse Feather ..more to come..

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• new rule

  December 29, 2009

  refrain from getting on the internet at emotional peaks maybe that will make for a better me

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• Northern CA bound…

  December 21, 2009

  ive decided upon graduation in May that I am leaving missouri and moving to northern ca. Ive been looking around the Arcata area and decided that lack of balls is not going to keep me here. Ive always had to have things planned out..job, house..all that shit. ive decided (due to current hatred of...

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• ballad of thin, tired, worn out woman

  September 23, 2009

  im fucked and i cant tell ANYBODY about it im broke and there is nothing i can do to get back on top im tired and i have a feeling it's going to be this way for a very long time he's depressed and not only do i hear it in his voice but i…

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