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• March 12

  January 5, 2024

  I’m okay, I guess. I just

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• March 7

  January 5, 2024

  Is there any hope left? how come last summer I was so confident I could get a job and make friends? I mean, I’m not saying I’ve thrown the towel on it completely, but it’s been 4.5 months with so few prospects!

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• March 6

  December 28, 2023

  How can I be okay knowing I had no high school friends, no college friends, my siblings don’t want to talk to me and I can’t manage my own hair? Can I ever get those wasted years back? Is there any way to feel disabled and capable at the same time instead of swinging back…

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• March 3

  December 28, 2023

  Am I ableist? is it wrong to feel grateful I’m not a moderate/severe/whatever autistic? Should I have stayed at speclabs instead of going back to college? Was going away for college at 18 crazy? am I ableist?

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• March 1

  December 28, 2023

  Tolu died. I don’t know how I’m supposed to feel about it. Guilty that I barely liked her or talked to her? Worried about who the next one’s going to be? mostly I’m just worried about getting a summer job.

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• February 16

  December 28, 2023

  I can’t stop hoping r*** feels terrible. Her superiority complex is so unfounded and I can’t believe I let her say people in graduate school will treat me like I’m disabled IN A BAD WAY! how do I get a social life with her voice in my head telling me I can’t have a social…

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• February 15

  December 28, 2023

    i so desperately want to be an energetic, friendly kind of person who knows everyone and travels everywhere…but….a****m lmao i’m still not even 100% sure I have it, but I’ve accepted people will always treat me like I have it. And, god knows why, but I keep hearing r*** in my head saying p...

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