Recent Entries

• Another Failed Attempt at Rejuvenation

  March 30, 2010

   Like most of my entries here, this is likely to be another failed attempt with the best of intentions to begin writing again, to be explorative in my thoughts, to be expressive in my words, and to be thoughtful in my actions. I will probably fail, like I do with most short-term goals in whi...

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• In Addition

  March 30, 2010

  Additionally, I must say that upon rereading my entries, I obsessed over figuring out who I was without giving myself a minute to be me.  Finally, at 24, I feel like I'm growing up, and I feel more like me.  Yes, I still get nervous, and frustrated, and I still have moments of petrifyin...

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• Moving On

  August 25, 2009

  Life has been a little bizarre, and a little enlightening lately.  Certain events have made it abundantly clear to me that I really do not intend to go back to school and pursue a master's degree.  Additionally, however, I do have some big choices to make. It's difficult to love someone...

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• Sacrificial Me

  February 26, 2009

  It feels as though I sacrifice everything, and when I must sacrifice, I am often the first thing I sacrifice.  I have time for work... about 32 to 40 hours for work. I have time for school...approximately 30-32 hours for school. I have time to sleep... around 42 hours for sleep (I need ...

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• Goodbye to Hellos.

  February 6, 2009

  Salut... It's been so incredibly long since I've written in a diary.  In fact, the last time I really blogged was when TOD was still around.  It's so incredible.  I need to do it more often... and I so prefer typing to writing, though I do feel that that's a lost art. I flipped out...

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• Father’s Name

  January 31, 2008

  I'm currently slightly making myself sick.  I met a boy online, a week ago.  Or something like that.  I met him Wednesday.  I'm head over heels for him, which is so utterly bizarre for me.  It always takes me so long to like someone sincerely.  Every time I think abo...

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• no delety!

  August 17, 2007

  no delety!

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• Moving Forward. Vas-y vite!

  July 7, 2006

  I don't know what to say, or where to begin, really.  I'm going into remission, I think.  It's time to have plenty of solitary time, and relax, and be myself.  Unfortunately, other people help me figure out who I am.  Unfortunately, I'm never sure of who I am when I'm around o...

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• Hands

  July 2, 2006

  As much as I’m obsessed with fixing people’s eyebrows, I’m even more obsessed with people’s hands.  No one really know this about me, but I’m incessantly observing hands, watching them, noting how a certain person’s looks.  There are so many variation...

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