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• Why don’t I smile at them?

  August 12, 2022

  I turned a few inches to my right and as I did that I caught August’s attention and he looked right at me as I turned. I looked over his left shoulder a second before zeroing in on his face, which was smiling so brightly at me for no reason at all. Which normally would…

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• Weird day

  July 15, 2022

  Today was a weird day. I woke up at like 10, ate some food, went back to bed, slept until about noon…did something? then slept again lol until about 1. I had really interesting dreams but I’m not sure what they were about…I felt like I could tell stories though…or something. I used to want…

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• prowess

  June 27, 2022

  She had a demented cackle that barely contained the anxious energy that burst forth. Every impulse to slow down and relax into the moment was met with a jerk towards extroversion. Images of successful, funny, articulate celebrities flashed through her mind. These vague aspirations of social prowe...

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• I am a fish

  June 27, 2022

  I could feel it was my moment to speak, but I was so still and unmoving that I almost created my own context. maybe that wasn’t the moment I was suppsoed to say something. Maybe nothing was expected of me in that moment. Everything that he said had so much direction and understanding around where...

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• 6/23/22

  June 24, 2022

  I hung out with my roommates girl friend and watched the new Downton Abbey movie (which we call DowntAn, because everyone is tan all of a sudden). And it was cool. I feel weirdly guarded around her I guess because she is dating my room mate and I think everyone is attracted to me. So…

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