We all have something to say, these are my words
I've always loved to write, its been a passion since I was a child. Hence my reasoning for starting this diary in the first place. I'm not one for just opening up to those I don't know more less those I do know, I'm not a talker in that sense. My feelings and thoughts bloom more in my writing than any other aspects of my life.
It's been a crazy ride
My life has been up and down and there's been a lot of twist and turns. I'm not claiming my life to be worse or better than someone else's because I'm not one to compare like that. I will however talk with anyone, and try to understand and be there to listen to their words. If what I've been through helps someone else then I know it was worth what I went through.

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This Year

December 26, 2024
I realize this year isn't over just yet and today is Christmas, however today got me thinking about the whole year up until this point. My reason for that is, well so much about this year has been so different. I did not think it was possible to be in this place again. What I…
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  • Its been a little while
    October 12, 2024
    It's been a little while since I've been on here. I've been spending a lot of time reading these past few months. I had a goal of how many books I wanted to read this year and I did it. I've gotten so consumed in the books I'm reading that I've forgotten about other things…
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  • Mother’s Day
    May 12, 2024
    Today was kind of like any other day, I got up and started cleaning my house and working on laundry. I spent my whole with my two daughters as well. My husband had to work a double today so I didn't get to see him until later in the day. When he got home today…
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  • My letter to you
    April 12, 2024
    I've thought about this for so long and I'veĀ  gone over everything in my head so many times. So many things I wanted to say but never did because I was fighting for a relationship that was killing me slowly. I always felt like I had to endure everything I went though because of you…
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  • People are given to you for a reason
    April 2, 2024
    I'll get right to it, over the last three years I've been more distant with people thanĀ  I think I was ever in my life so far. I just couldn't find it in me to get close to people anymore. I went as far as really distancing my self from some of the people in…
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  • Somedays I just need space
    March 23, 2024
    I wouldn't say I'm the most affectionate person out there. I have no issues with cuddling with my kids or any of the kids I know for that matter. Even with my husband however, I wouldn't say I'm over affectionate. Its just not who I am and I don't mean for it to be there…
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  • Sometimes the frustration wins
    March 12, 2024
    I tend to try and keep a lot to my self unless I feel its worth saying something. There are just some battles that aren't worth fighting. I won't lie, there are times where my mouth just gets the better of me and and things comes out without me thinking first. I try really hard…
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  • The relationship I share with my siblings
    February 26, 2024
    I've always had a strong relationship with myĀ  siblings, growing up friends weren't always a thing because we moved so much. We spent a lot of time together. Even when we became older and started getting to the point where friends were a thing, we shared pretty much the same friends. We became kn...
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  • Being a step mom
    February 23, 2024
    So some background before I get into the things I want to talk about tonight.Ā  My husband and I met when I was only 17, we dated for awhile and things didn't work out. Later on we got back together and even got engaged but again called everything off. Roughly four years later we decided…
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  • A little less control
    February 3, 2024
    I find my self on the negative end of things right now, I keep trying to tell my self to pull out of it and think about better things but its not been easy the past two days. I think the end of January and beginning of February are just hard for me. January 29th…
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