Recent Entries

• Dubs!!!

  May 28, 2018

  Go Dubs! What an exciting game to see! Finals here we come! The Town is popping right now. With everything going on, it a proud moment for my town. Ring #3, here we come!

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• Dreams

  May 16, 2018

  Amy, I forgot to tell you about my dream this last night. I dreamt about Michael and the feels I used to have. We were talking and we walking around a place that felt like Berkeley/SF or his old place. It was very hippie vibe like he used to be. Then I lost him and…

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• Re-connecting

  August 11, 2013

  Amy, I am so thrilled that I have re connected with Jubal after 4 years. I had missed his friendship dearly. It isnt at all awkward, it just feels like we connected where we left off. How I missed him. Life has changed so much for both of us and still that same. I am…

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• Can i live in my dreams?

  May 6, 2013

  Amy, Ive been having the most vivid dreams lately. Haunting real dreams. Many have involved Michael, more than just one night. I do recall having to meet up with him and I was shocked to realize that he is 41. I dont know if its because he was my first love, but even though we…

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• Can i live in my dreams?

  May 6, 2013

  Amy, Ive been having the most vivid dreams lately. Haunting real dreams. Many have involved Michael, more than just one night. I do recall having to meet up with him and I was shocked to realize that he is 41. I dont know if its because he was my first love, but even though we…

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• a moment

  February 7, 2013

  Amy,  i did want to tell you something that happened on tuesday. I went to pick up my car from the mechanic and since i didnt know which door was to the office, i asked out loud to  mechanic working on a car if he could tell me.I hadnt noticed him until he turned and…

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• new year

  January 6, 2013

  Amy quick note,  imma get a jiob this year. time to move forward no matter what.

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• Demons and tears

  October 23, 2012

   Amy, Today has been a horrible day for me.I just feel so depressed.I cut again and showed it tomy mom, whivch made her feel bad and i felt so shameful. I dont ever want to let her in again. I dont want to put her through pain again. I felt so miserable i had toleaave…

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• Insomnia

  September 3, 2012

   Amy, it's so hard to sleep when the medications make me high. I'm frustrated bc the last 2 days I've been sleeping til 2pm. Fuck! I need to do something about it. I a lot of things have happened that I can't get into at this moment but soo enough, I'll write you back with…

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