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  April 15, 2018

  I remember the smell of a warm summer evening, laughter and perfume on the air. Lights blend with shadows across the street. Thick plumes of clouds rise from groups of conversation, warm hands touch shoulders to say hello. Youth flutters like a moth in jar, they're all gonna get away, they'll nev...

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• Back again

  April 6, 2018

  It's hard to believe That it's back again. Something that died Way back when... Paths change on the way And sometimes we find that What we once wanted was wrong Because that wasn't where my love was supposed to belong.

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• this is how i feel, not a desperate plea

  August 10, 2013

  You couldn't see me. though i was standing there all the while and you won't make a move unless i am the first to make one. dont play me as dumb, drink all my rum and say its just fun after you already said i love you and made me feel it too. i don't…

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• 04/09/2013

  April 8, 2013

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• keep your deserts, i’ll take my woods

  March 26, 2013

  you said that i scared you when i said that i would move with you after being with you for only a short while.. what? Why did you think that i wanted to go with you? To be fucking scary? Its because i loved you, god damn it and i was so afraid of losing…

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• Lions and lambs

  March 15, 2013

  i liked sharing this world with you, our days off, our money, our bed... a dream i thought you felt too, I never had to try when i was around you and i guess that is why i thought we should be together, loving you came so easy, like its what i had done my…

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• open grave

  March 12, 2013

  she told me what you said about tony, about how you were sleeping with him while they were dating. You said that you never slept with him, you lied about everything wether it was important or not. Undescribable events still accur, you think i want to control your life when i ask you where you&hel...

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• tuesday is gone

  March 11, 2013

  Damn. I never wanted things to be like this, I just got so caught up in how good it felt that i didnt want anything other than you. All of the time. One night drunk and wasted i threw away what i was hoping for because i didnt have it right then, that i couldnt…

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• plastic hearts still feel pain

  March 8, 2013

  i wanted this to work. I wanted this to mean something to you as well. I didn't want to end up with another broken heart for the pile, when i was living just to see you smile. I dont want any guarantees or promises, i don't want you to be my girlfriend i just want…

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