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• January 18, 2014

  January 17, 2014

  Alex is visiting from Paris. I LOVE HIM! He was so good to me during the Kosei nightmare... always willing to accompany me anywhere, at any time... even during my very odd hours. And I definitely kept odd hours. In an effort to speak to Jason more, I kept my body clock in the Central…

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• December 30, 2013

  December 29, 2013

  I just love when I write out these huge long novels, click "save" and then it just disappears. Blah... But anyway, yes, a very nice Christmas, indeed. NYE will be just a small get together and then we leave the next day for Vail. Yippy!

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• December 6, 2013

  December 5, 2013

  We're snowed/iced in for at least the weekend. I am absolutely loving it. Spent the better part of the day snuggled impossibly close in my very comfy bed. Now I'm heading the to kitchen to make soup and bake... something. Not sure what yet. He's sitting on the couch with his laptop trying to work...

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• November 29, 2013

  November 28, 2013

  Such a fun Thanksgiving. My tummy is still full. Even thinking about the elliptical is out.

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• November 17, 2013

  November 16, 2013

  About two weeks ago a slight, gray-haired, older man came to my door late at night. When I answered the door he looked anxious and shy. "I've lost my cat. I haven't seen him in days," he said. "I'm just wondering if maybe you haven't seen him?" "There are a lot of cats that hang…

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• November 10, 2013

  November 9, 2013

  I'm so ready for this legal battle to be over, but it hasn't even begun. I get so fed up and stressed out and just sick of it all and think all too often about throwing in the towel, but I never will. He's not my child. He's not my responsibility. I'm not his mother.…

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• November 3, 2013

  November 2, 2013

  I feel a little guilty for saying those things about J. I'm still shocked and dismayed at the hypocrisy and his ability to present such a solid front, but at the same time it's really none of my business. Maybe before, but not now. We all have our reasons for the choices we make and…

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• November 2, 2013

  November 1, 2013

  Everyone is fully aware that I made some pretty terrible mistakes and lied to someone I loved. He expunged me from his life because of my misdeeds and I spent about 7 months apologizing ad nauseum whilst nursing a broken heart and incredible guilt. Many times I was warned of the "real" type of pe...

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• November 1, 2013

  October 31, 2013

  I love Halloween. Love, love, love. S and I went to some kind of something at the statehouse museum. It was nice, though rather stuffy. Later on we ended up having an impromptu party at the apartment. Only a handful of people, maybe 15. Low key night, goofy costumes, good friends, tons of chocola...

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