On an Up note

It’s Friday nite…usually I’m at work about now. Somehow I managed to get the nite off. But alas..no plans. I did manage to get my friend a b-day present while I was out grocery shopping with my mom earlier. Yes…I still live at home…I wish I had my own place but while I’m still in college I can’t really afford my own place. Mree’s gift is really cute…it’s a lil ladybug mug that matches a picture frame that another friend gave her. I got one for myself too cuz I like ladybugs. *^_^*

I got to talk to my brother today..he’s in the Air Force and is somewhere in the Middle East. I miss him. I don’t have anyone to bug, or to really fight with. lol. He’s supposed to be coming back to the states in October. But me and my mom aren’t sure where he’s gonna be stationed. Oh well.

I feel happier today..maybe it’s because I’ve been listening to “happy” music. Or maybe because a new year is just around the proverbial corner. I wish I could tell you that I’m going to try and be more outgoing this coming year but it probably won’t happen. I have this fear of rejection..and nobody seems to understand it. It stems from when I was younger. I’ll have to tell you about it later in detail. I’d like to not bring anyone down. I’d like to know what the year has in store for me. I think I’m gonna have my cousin do a Tarot reading for me. It might help me put things in perspective. I do know that college is going to be interesting to say the least..I start my internship in about two weeks and I’m really nervous about it. I have to take English 102 for the 3rd time and I get to take Math 101 cuz it’s been 5 years since I was in a math class. My brain is a lil on the fuzzy side when it comes to numbers…lol.

Well I’m outta here. Gonna watch a movie or something. Take care

~Auryn~