**SIGH** MONDAYS . .. . .

well right now im sitting kinda alone in my house danny is in his room but other than that its quiet.

Well josh and i kissed yesterday **smiles** it was nice we hung out and stuff then he came over today and we were gonna go to walgreens but that didnt end up happening hehehe but yea then i had to sneak him outta the house without danny knowing he was here. that was fun.

im so tired today and its only Monday *!*

well Ryan and Jasmine are back together, thats cool i guess just as long as thats what he wants i just want him to be happy. But yea she looked nice today with her hair down and straightened i didnt recognize her at first b-cuz she usually has it somewhat up so yea that was new but she looked pretty.

Well nothing really has changed since i last wrote. i forgot about mike for rest of the day i saw him once and i he said hi but i was in a hurry so i kinda blew him off. Oh Well.

RYAN *!* plz dont talk to josh, right now i dont want to get into another relationship ya kno? so plz if you really care about me dont say anything about n e thing ok? thx so much i love you

I got a Email from Bryan today. man i miss him SO much i cant wait until he comes down to visit. I wish he lived here still if i could i would go back in time and tell him that we do miss him down here and i want him to move back. but sadly i cant but man i REALLY REALLY MISS HIM *!* but he’ll be here in the spring even tho thats kinda far . . ..

well im tired and i think i may take another nap. so im gonna go. Josh might comeover later too just to hang out, we’ll see. well im gonna go ill write later.

*~* a teenagers thoughts *~*