break ups . . . again
well mike and i broke up again. i did it this time tho. things just wernt going right. i did it tuesday morning. that day i was strangly happy i think cuz i got alot of stuff off my chest.
the reason i did it is because i like another guy and it just didnt seem like we were going out. but yea
i stayed after school today to talk to him. cried alot i still love him but of course he dosent feel the same way and like ryan said ” you cant make someone love you” trust me ive tried n failed. but i think ill be ok even tho im still upset right now.
after that i walked home alone and cried all the way there. *sigh* i kno ill never find someone like him. but i need to move on . . . . .
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well Josh and i are getting pretty close its nice. but he’s still w/ desi. she has the chiken pox lol. i think thats so funny because i got them when i was little and its not likely to find someone older getting then. But yea we’ve been texting alot n getting to kno eachother more. . . .
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tonight the family is going out to dinner because my dad is going outta town tomorrow for the week i think but yea that should be fun.we’re going to my favorite place ***Olive Garden*** yay i could live off they’re breadsticks n alfredo sauce hahaha. but yea im gonna go my dad wants me to clean my room *sigh*
later days
*HUGS* I know how you feel I was that way with my ex but no you cant make someone love you and if could would you really want it knowing that it was forced?? I wouldnt.
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I just so happened to get my hands on this and I thought you might’ve liked to take a look at it— —I realized tonight that people and objects that of which you desire are not always what you presume them to be. I am going deeper than name brand clothes and your typical high school crush. I am talking about a person that of whom I once cared about and have decided that I will let go.
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—This is a getting older and realization period that I never would have imagined myself to let go and not give in. I think that I have found what it is that makes me who I am. I don’t have to pretend or try to act better than what I am. I can be myself and not succumb to others expectaions or presumptions. I am a young lady now that can make decisions herself.
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sry i just havent been updating in a long time i just couldnt get over that fact they say it wasnt unless jonthan signs paper’s for him to take the baby from me bc when i got stabbed i was in the hospital everyday and everybody new it and ss decided to take her away from me.im sorry i just cant stop crying about it ill tell you the rest when im a little open to talk about it
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thank you for everything there’s like a few ppl that are there but you would think me family would be there wouldnt you ya right they made me think they would now only nelson family cares and nelsons not destiny father and his family care and jon’s family does what a joke everybody is
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