So Stressed

 I’m so freakin stressed right now. I just spent the last hour fighting with the witch about my little sister and older sister because I’ve been talking to them and she is p.o. about it. They are my SISTER’S and she has no right telling me who I can talk to. They are my only family I have and the witch has tried everything to try to get me to hate them. Not gonna happen. So what i’ve gone through some rough patches with both of my sisters but i grew up with them. The witch didn’t raise us our grandmother did. Its one of the things she is also p.o. off. She lost us because she was drinking and doing drugs and it seems she still is so…. Serisouly would you want anything to do with this person if she was still doing this and doesn’t want to change? She thinks I should call her MOTHER. I would never call her mother even if she was the last person on earth she has never earned the right of me calling her mom or anything else but her name. I’ve had enough of her messing up my life and my sister;s lives. I’m not letting anything else go down anymore. She is gonna back off and leave all of us alone we want nothing to do with this woman. While she was flippin drunk she has the balls to say I slept with my step dad. OMG she is f*cked up I would never do such a thing. She was p.o that he stood up for me against her when she kept yelling at me and wouldn’t leave me alone. 

I know I’ve complained alot about this and I’m sorry if you all are like why just doesnt she deal with it. I am in my own way. I finally am able to leave tomorrow that is how I’m dealing with this problem. I’m cutting this stupid woman out of my life. I shouldn’t have to deal with such negativity. I am going to be happy I’m doing something not sitting around and letting it happen and if she can’t ever get her life together she can stay out of mine and my brother’s and sister’s life’s we don’t need her. My siblings and I need one another not her we have made it through most of our lives without her and we can do it again and will do so. So starting tomorrow I’m going to be HAPPY.