*sigh* You dont want to know…

 Well recently I found out my younger sister Megan is pregnant…Which I believe I might have mentioned in one of my previous entries not sure dont really feel like looking at my other one to see if i did or not XD but yea she is pregnant and I’m worried about her. She has this asshole boyfriend who treats her like trash. Apparently she told me today she and him broke up and are now friends…not sure if i believe that but oh well. I just can’t wrap my mind around her being pregnant she is only 19 and she’s scared to death and she keeps asking what she should do I told her maybe adoption….but she was like well could you ask our older sister Natasha if she could take the baby to raise. I honestly dont think Natasha would do it she already has four kids of her own. And I’m not in the situation to care for her baby when the baby is born. I work and I’ll be going to college this summer I wouldnt be able to do it. When I told her about the option of adoption she said her boyfriend wouldnt go for it but as far as im concerned the baby should go up for adoption she or him would not be suitable parents for this unborn child. It scares the hell out of me on how this baby will be born. I just hope their wont be any problems with the baby. I’ve been told by several people she drinks, does drugs and I dont know what I believe…but I hope for that baby’s sake that isnt happening. *SIgh* I dont know what to do….

 She actually said to me today why did this happen to her and not me first….omg i almost literally flipped I told her its because Im not like her and megan was like what does that mean I didn’t really say much after that to her. For one I’m not like her she’s become kinda wild when I get uncomfortable in certain situations really easily. I just wish she would have made better decisons.