Pain…

Have a severe headache and about to freak out. Not sure why though hmmm… I just grrrrrr I can’t even think right and I’m so tired probly going to be as another sleepless night ehhh I dont care oh well. So I had another boring day probly gonna have another one. Why am I always BORED or Idk just irriated or unhappy or BLAH. I need to get a job, get in school. Where did all my motivation go I feel like i have lost a part of myself.