Just noticed….

 I just realized I don’t seem to actually just sit down and take the time to write everything out. Yea i’ll explain things but it seems I cant keep one subject and just keep jumping one to the next. A couple of months ago I decided to make a impulsive decision that I wish I hadn’t. I decided to give my mother another chance at being a mother. Boy was I wrong to even try. I decided to move in with her and at this moment I still am but not for much longer. She keeps getting drunk and yelling at me she has already tried hitting me. Theirs only so much I can take and I’m not gonna take it any more. I’ve decided that I’m moving out back to my hometown. I’m really kind of excited about it lol. Kinda scared at the same time though cus i haven’t seen everyone in such a long time. I miss them so much. My friends have always been their for me. I just hope I can sit back and start taking my time in things and not impulsively jump into situation like I have been doing practically all my life. I need to get my act straight and start organizing my life more.