Decided

 I’ve decided I am moving. I just don’t know how to come about telling Kathy and Bob i’m moving. I feel like just saying you stupid idiot I am so moving out. But I know I shouldn’t, Bob is a good person but can’t say the same about Kathy though I wish I could. I’m just tired of Kathy getting drunk and flippin on me for no reason. I’ve put up with it for like 6 months well no more. She maybe able to fool everyone on how she appears but she can’t fool me. So i’m def moving in with one of my sister friends family. I need to move forward with my life. I’m not letting anymore things hold me back anymore. Hopefully when I move I can eventually find a job and then start college. Which I seem to keep saying it over and over in 3 different entries well now off the subject…..

Well I’ve decided to re-edit my entry lol. Its 2:23 A.M. and I can’t sleep no idea why. I can’t seem to sleep most nights and when I do get any sleep its only like for 2 hrs. I know it isn’t healthy but what can ya do. But though I seem to run better on less hrs of sleep on some days but then I notice how exhausted I am on others. I need to start getting to bed at a decent hr every night and not staying up days at a time. Any suggestions of ways to get to sleep?