Skinny dipping in moonlight

 Last night I decided to go swimming around 11pm. It was beautiful, the stars were out and so was the moon. I got in the pool and took my swimsuit off 🙂 I had never gone skinny dipping before but I can’t believe I waited until I was 23 to do it! It wasn’t very erotic, probably because I was alone, but it was relaxing. calming. And looking up at the stars, its humbling.

I also watched Anna and the King yesterday… once I started crying I couldn’t stop. It got sad and I cried. It got beautiful and I cried. I thought about Ray while watching it. Should I be going out on dates with Paul even though Im not completely over Ray yet? Maybe i was just emotional because Ray was texting me that he was jealous and it gave me some hope; which I quickly tried to kill! Hope isn’t what I need from Ray. Who knows.

Im doing some laundry right now, read a little and looked up words I didn’t understand. Now I am writing this entry, talking to a few guys online, but, I think I will go take a shower because my skin feels sticky.

The Writer

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July 8, 2011

Ryn: Tigerlily is a rat. 🙂

July 8, 2011

RTN:thinspo is the short version of thinspiration, which is the combination of thin and inspiration. basically pictures to inspire people to be thin/skinny, etc…

July 8, 2011

I will only swim at night I love it..One thing I do miss about Vegas swimming at night. Have a Great WeekEnd!!

July 8, 2011

I love skinny dipping, feels so free!

July 8, 2011

rtn:i have body dysmophic disorder atm, and have suffered from bulimia & annorexia on and off for 11years, i like the way thin/skinny people look, not nessesarily promoting it, since having disorders isn’t a fun lifestyle, just like the way it looks, and wish i looked that pretty. the people who normally read my diaries, like it as well since they to suffer in similar ways.

July 8, 2011

Hey I’m 27 and still haven’t gone skinny dipping 🙂 I dunno where I could really do it haha

Ms.
July 9, 2011

Do you know how much I would have laughed if someone caught you!?!

July 9, 2011

rtn:go for it. i’m not sure what i’d title it, if i was writing it’d probably be “[th]inspire me” a lot of people think of it[thinspo]as people who are”pro-anorexic””proana”etc…people who believe it is chosen&can be decided upon not an actual disorder,i how ever know it’s a deep seeded mentaldisorder,i just like looking a thin people because it is motivating & beautiful to me,not2promote illness

July 9, 2011

i’ll be 23 this year & have never skinny dipped.

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