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 I feel like Im in a candy store. I leave the dating scene for 5 months, and BAM! People are trying to kill me with their cocks left and right. I have people texting me, "Hey, I hear you are single now. Wanna go get coffee or tea since we never did before?" And I am like, "Who is this? How did you get my number? Sure :)" Why not get out and go on a blind date? Im single after all. Im sure some of you are thinking, "What if he tries to kill you." I say, better strike to kill. Someone comes after me and I will go down with a fight. I could use the excitement! Bright side, who knows, trying to kill each other could lead to amazing sex; i.e. Mr. and Mrs. Smith!!!

The online dating site is going well too. Im totally honest, telling people I am looking for friends in the area in my profile. From there, we chat about different things. Many like my thoughts of finding my best friend and falling in love with him and many are surprised to find out Im not against casual sex along the way.

I’ve met Ryan so far, plan on meeting a guy named Armando soon. I have been talking with Paul for a date this thurs. or friday. And when I am talking and chatting with these guys.. they are listening! I could talk with Ray but he wouldn’t hear a word I would say. He would always say, "I cant wait for you to go to school." and I would be like, "I start this fall." Over and over he would say the same thing… then one day I said "What the fuck do you want me to do? School starts in the Fall. Im registered. Its not like I can start tomorrow. You don’t listen when I talk to you." And he just shrugged it off. Ray may have a high intellect but he was pretty retarded when it came to our relationship. That was probably half our problem. After so many times of repeating myself I just tuned out anything he would say since he didn’t listen anyways.

Im not going to forget Ray, I am going to learn from him. The next relationship I have is going to be great and we will live a charmed life of happiness. I will travel the world with my future best friend/boyfriend/ husband! And have grand experiences. Like scuba diving in the dead sea and raising a kid together.

Today is my last day as a 22 year old. GOODBYE! The next year of my life, age 23, I am going to fill with accomplishments. And on my 24th birthday, I am going to look back, and see how major of a change I have made in myself. 23, the year of self improvement 😀

The Writer