Thunder

Well…I yelled at my mom today. She kept on calling me selfish and a lazyass and a bitch. So, I yelled that I wasn’t. Then she came over and said YOU DONT YELL AT ME and started smacking me. And it was on my face and I reflexed and hit her by accident. I really didn’t mean to. I’ve been so tired today that I can’t really think. I was up until 12 something doing an english project that was due today.

I did really good on it! XD We had to make a CD cover for a book we were reading. I chose the Great Gatsby and I chose 13 songs that fit it andI wrote out the lyrics to 4 or 5 of them and explained why they were relevant in a lyrics like book that you’d find in a real cd. Then I burnt the actual CD and for the cover I drew Daisy’s eyes and mouth and the city background thing that is the book cover.

It was really cool. I was the only one who actually drew theres (that i know of) and I’m definitely the only one that hand wrote their lyrics. LOL, guess i’m old fashioned. o.O XD?

But yeah…I wrote something really dark today. It was for english as well…because we got an assignment to write something on a page and whatever we wrote on that page would be true. My first idea was to write about love…and how it would be perfect and stuff. I started that one, but then I got inspired and wrote a really really dark one. Like, my old darkness. I’m debating on posting it…

I guess i’m single now, but I’m not really going to tell anyone and if anyone asks i’m gonna be vague about it. Honestly, people are way too narrow minded. -_- Idk…life is interesting. But I know it will be okay…i just don’t know how. Lol

Today is my sister’s birthday…she is 12. I remember when I was 12…that’s when i made my first OD. Lol, God, a lot has changed since then.

It is thundering…i don’t like storms…well I do, but not when i’m alone. 

I had a weird dream last night. Jacob told me that he didn’t love me as much as he did and that it was because he finally learned how to listen and…understand or something…idk. Argh.

I might post the dark thing in a post later..i don’t feel like typing it right now.

My parents should be home soon..they went to get us chicken sandwiches. 😀

OH…I really want to send all of my friends brownies…because I love baking them now…lol, i’m going to send my friend Sara some for her birthday..i hope they mail okay. O.o XD