Thirteen Bloody Crepes o-o

Well..sorry for the weird title…i think it sounds cool though. XD

Anyway…i got my mom to buy me some chorizo cuz i’ve been wanting to try some. I’ve started to like cooking a lot..even though i’m really really amateur and haven’t done very much…i like it! 😀

I don’t know…stress reliever I guess.

But..anyway…i have this recipe for chorizo filled crepes…and it has leeks in it..which i’ve never had before…but i think i’ll substitute with potatoes and onions and maybe a little celery and cilantro sounds good too…we’ll see. 🙂

I should be driving SOON…since i already passed the handwritten part of the drivers ed thing…blah…XP

I don’t really care…i’m not that excited about it..it’ll be nice…but i can wait..i’m kind of terrified too, so…yeah. XD

I had a breakdown yesterday. ._.

I haven’t told anyone…well…yes i have..i kind of told jon…but not all of it…i love jon..he is great 🙂

He just…gets it XD I’m worried about him though…he’s always really happy…and that’s…just who he is..

but he’s gotten kind of depressed lately…i think it’s his parents…and just..everything. It sucks right now..but i’m trying to help him…

LOL..funny…when the one who needs help helps the one who helped them. (get that?) XD

Ugh..yeah, but there were scissors in the shower…o.o

Why..? I don’t know… 😛

But i was shaving my legs (with a razor..not the scissors, lol)…and i kind of like…grabbed the scissors…and yeah…

I counted afterwards….i kind of lost it. ._.

Thirteen though.

Whatever.

Not doing that again.

i feel so ashamed…i don’t know what came over me..

but i had been crying like all evening…because my parents were being really mean and i couldn’t talk to anyone cuz jacob was at his other grandmas house and she doens’t like him on the phone and then tarra…it was too late to call her, and i didn’t want to bother jon anymore…and well…i didn’t think anyone else would really care. So…here I am, writing about it…to a bunch of people who don’t care that i don’t even know! YAY!

Anyway..moving on to a happyish note! 😀

I made a REALLY awesome picture..about a week ago…

With Chocolate Syrup..halloween makeup…coffee…and paint.net for a few minor color things…but how cool is that?

I think it’s pretty damn cool.

But..that is what being bored produces! 😀  Yay…

*hugs to you all* :D</p