LOL, Life is hilarious!

So…..wayyyyy back, long ago…2 years ago XD about it, anyway….I had my first boyfriend.

Prior to this, I got asked out by the person I currently love more than anyone in the multiverse.

I said No…to him…then.

Then I asked him back out after making a few "mistakes" or "learning experiences" or whatever you want to call them.

So, he has broken up with me 2 times so far….and we are currently "broken up"….whatever that means.

Basically…he did this because he ….doesn’t like females. Aren’t I lucky?

So, I mean…i’ve been handling that….and accepting it…and everything…cuz there’s not much i can do about it.

And I love him with all my heart…and I know he loves me too.

But…the funny thing is…the first boyfriend I had…is now dating one of my best friends…who is…a guy. Go. Figure.

So, I had a slight….slight….dislike for my first boyfriend….and now my best guy friend is dating him.

BUT..that’s not even the best part.

It turns out that the love of my life, loves my first boyfriend as much as he loves me.

Apparently, my first boyfriend was my love’s second choice to ask out.

BUT, when my love asked me out and I turned him down, he saw me and my first boyfriend (not yet dating) hanging out.

How perspectifying is that?

So, i feel kind of like utter shit about that.

I don’t know what to do and I don’t know if I CAN do anything…just go with the flow I guess.

But yeah…3 guys I have either dated or had an interest in have turned gay after being straight…o.o

It’s a curse, i’m serious. xD

 

I am listening to techno. xD

 

Anyway…apparently I have gotten mondo depressing and I have changed since my love first knew me.

He now doesn’t love me as much, I guess you could say….because I have indeed changed.

I broke up with my first boyfriend because he "depressed" me…but my love got me to thinking…

What if I was the one who was depressing? x_x

Isn’t that just a great thing to think about?

 

I’m hungry…my dad is bringing Chinese home…he got to work today…yay! 😛

I’ve been taking this SAT class and I was going to take the SAT in June, but I can’t now…

because we can’t afford it and the Counselor was going to give me a waiver code for the price,

but…guess what? Sophomores aren’t allowed to use them. So i have to wait until October. Oh well, i’ll be more prepared then. 😀

 

I think I want to be a physicist. I did want to be a rocket scientist, but only because I wanted to get out there…you know?

Among the stars and things…but, I don’t see that happening in my lifetime, so maybe I could study it? Learn more about it…

That would be interesting…Idk…I definitely want to do something to do with stars and astronomy. 😀

 

My college finals are next week…oh lord help me…SPANISH! O_o And Art Appreciation….=P

Then our highschool finals are two weeks after those…and then summer is here! O_O

I am getting old….lol -_-